Update on Baby S

Baby S is 95 days old today. She is staying awake more each day and since her body is growing, not only is she getting heavier, she isn't comfortable in one position or in one place for very long. She needs to be held often. It must be tough at this stage in a baby's development. They are still unable to sit up so but they are a lot bigger and more aware of things than when they were first born.

We have had her for this long and today Baby S saw her biological father for the first time since we've had custody. The visit was short--only 30-45 minutes. She came back smelling of perfume and cigarette smoke. Ugh. When the lady from DFCS brought her back, she brought a box her dad had sent that contained clothes and formula. There were even photos of her biological parents. Here they are, with the notes that were on the back.

Dearest Baby S, Daddy promises to do right and you'll be home real soon. Daddy loves you!

To My Beautiful Baby S from Mom

Sigh! Doesn't that make you feel for her parents? As we get more and more attached to Baby S, our emotions get more intense. It is not easy for our relatives, friends and neighbors, either. They love her, too.

I keep telling myself that God is sovereign and He'll ultimately be the one who decides where Baby S grows up. At the same time, I hope and pray for the salvation of Baby S's biological parents and that God heals them and delivers them from their addictive behaviors that have gotten them in this predicament. Now you have more faces to recall as you pray for what is best for Baby S.